i'll be here for you always

Ryan , I don't know what are you thinking .
I thought this is the love I wanted badly ,
but it proves me all wrong . you know I loved you deeply .
& you asked me to wait , I'll wait . & people told me you've stead .
don't you know how I feel ? yeaps , a knife stabbing my heart .
How crazy I am for you ? how hurtful it can ?
when you called someone "dear" . you don't know how it feels like .
How hardly I prayed for you to get back ,
yeaps , things that's mine it's mine . thing that don't belongs to me.
no matter how hard , I wanna get it . I won't get it . (:
so , let fate decides it all . whether to come ack or not .
Up to you , darlin' . I wanted to wait , I wanted to be same as the past .
don't tell me you're attached , don't tell me you love her .
don't tell me anything , I don't seems to be interested .
It only give me hurts & pains . Ryan , I trust you so much .
In the end , you're the one who wanna leave me .
what about those future we said happily ? It all gones.
Those times you asked me go home early , I remebered .
You don't like me talking to guys , made you jealous .
& now you treat me like this , don't you know I'm really hurt ?
Boy , I love you & I really do .
I'll love you till my very last breathe , I promised too .
So , let fate decides it all . :D
no matter what happen . I'll be able to take it , I promise .