i'll be here for you always
Friday, November 30, 2007
Just one more chance , hold me tight . I didn't ask for more .
For the last time , I saw your face & observe in a clearer view .
I didn't ask you for patch or anything , just be happy . (:
That night , I told myself I'd give up . I hold you so tight & close my eyes .
I told myself I was dreaming , I stay close to your chest .
you held me as tight as ever , I'm really happy .
you gave me 3second to kiss you , If I didn't you said I don't love you .
ahah , & I really didn't . I look away . that was real cute .
& Boy, you know you're real heavy. LOL . -.-" ahahh.
There's alot more things are kept in my heart .
I say I'll give up , & Promised someone.
I must really do it , (:
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Heyheyyyyyyyyyyy! :D
Today went lam soon first , slacked with cher & his uncle .
LOL , then selyn got taiji . so went lot1 , ahahah .
then talk talk talk , about the things . Saw cynthia & xinyu & one guy .
LOL , they didn't know it's me . of cas lah , I was damn ugly .
W/o makeups , wahaha . then I called cynthia sister , she come in mac .
& find me , after that . went smoking area find her awhile . (:
Then everyone was waiting for the what aaron come down , about what thing.
I don't know lah , I stood there like retard . Listening what they saying.
Dad called me , LOL . he asked where am I . -.- I told him I was at lot1 .
He say , I with those gangster ah . he ask me walk out & look for him .
He was in the car , he asked me to open the door . he wanted to bring me home.
Zzzz , I told him I was with my friends . he say what , my friends all smoking .
LOL ! Lmao , Crazy siol . He seems to be real angry , ahhhhhhhhhhh.
went lot1 , ate all . then went ave5 , waited for priscillia they all to come .
ahah , there was alot of people . Vivian,Selyn,Cher,Sherry,Priscillia,Rayhan.
& More lah , ahahah . then we went minimart & brought 2bottle of carlsberg .
Ahhhhhh, shiok man . Cher darling was power, she kept drinking . Non-stop ! =.-
ahahah, went home around 5plus . Zzzz , I was damn sleepy & tipsy .
wahaha , I'm sleeping soonnnnnnnnn. Later online again . (:
I wanted to chat with ryan , badlyyyyyyyyy. ):
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
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LOL , I'm fuck blurrrrrrr! =xahah , today woke up at 11.05am . First time sleep till that time . (:
Dad asked me to accompany him to uncle's office to fix his comp .
then went on buy textbooks stuffs all and school uni . :D
I brought the school Uni bigbig size , LOL . Size 42 .
ahah ! :P coooool man , went home around 3.30 . (:
Dad ask whether wanna go gym at 4. I was "alright alright".
nothing to do neither . :D So went there, about one hour later went home.
:DDDDD Slept till 9plus , LOL . Online-d & chatted with ryan .
Zzzzzz , at night call him & have a chat .
Then around 12plus went sleep . (:
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Ahhhhhhhhhh , life is so fuck up to me .
No joys no anything , oh well . Tmr , selyn asked me out .
whether to drink , wahaha ! Anything ahhhhhhhh . (:
Drinking Sorrows <3.LOL , don't know who's dinner . Didn't went down . -.- Mother don't let , fuck fuck fuck ! ): Not many people went down .
Roarhhhhhs, I miss my sister fuck loads ! :D I miss my stephanie . hahah , cutiepretty . I don't know what to buy for her . Her birthday is on 1deccccccc ! :D Happy birthday in advace , girl .
Just now , 4plus . slept till 7plus . Didn't on my phone for silent . Zzz , alot of messages & calls woke me up . I was like , fuck siol .
Oh yah , the last call is from mother . LOL , I shouted at her .
I said that I was sleeping , in a fucking tone . hahah .& I didn't said byebye & ended the call . she called home .
LOL , I pick up . she said "why is you pick up?" .
I was getting a little angry .
& said , HOW I KNOW IS YOU CALL ?! Zzzz , fucking hot . don't know what's happening to me . Suddenly the world turns upside down without you , baby.Those time you message me early morning , & made me got refresh .I couldn't get into bed after I saw your message , I was like a retard . When you told me that this was over , tears rolled down . I began sobbing like a retard . Your voice make me miss you more .
Once I couldn't hear your voice , I could not even get into bed .
I wanted to fly badlyyyyyyyyyyyy. Fly to a place with no ryan .
Rather then I suffering alone , without your love .
No joys no anything , oh well . Tmr , selyn asked me out .
whether to drink , wahaha ! Anything ahhhhhhhh . (:
Drinking Sorrows <3.LOL , don't know who's dinner . Didn't went down . -.- Mother don't let , fuck fuck fuck ! ): Not many people went down .
Roarhhhhhs, I miss my sister fuck loads ! :D I miss my stephanie . hahah , cutiepretty . I don't know what to buy for her . Her birthday is on 1deccccccc ! :D Happy birthday in advace , girl .
Just now , 4plus . slept till 7plus . Didn't on my phone for silent . Zzz , alot of messages & calls woke me up . I was like , fuck siol .
Oh yah , the last call is from mother . LOL , I shouted at her .
I said that I was sleeping , in a fucking tone . hahah .& I didn't said byebye & ended the call . she called home .
LOL , I pick up . she said "why is you pick up?" .
I was getting a little angry .
& said , HOW I KNOW IS YOU CALL ?! Zzzz , fucking hot . don't know what's happening to me . Suddenly the world turns upside down without you , baby.Those time you message me early morning , & made me got refresh .I couldn't get into bed after I saw your message , I was like a retard . When you told me that this was over , tears rolled down . I began sobbing like a retard . Your voice make me miss you more .
Once I couldn't hear your voice , I could not even get into bed .
I wanted to fly badlyyyyyyyyyyyy. Fly to a place with no ryan .
Rather then I suffering alone , without your love .
Monday, November 26, 2007
Ryan , I don't know what are you thinking .
I thought this is the love I wanted badly ,
but it proves me all wrong . you know I loved you deeply .
& you asked me to wait , I'll wait . & people told me you've stead .
don't you know how I feel ? yeaps , a knife stabbing my heart .
How crazy I am for you ? how hurtful it can ?
when you called someone "dear" . you don't know how it feels like .
How hardly I prayed for you to get back ,
yeaps , things that's mine it's mine . thing that don't belongs to me.
no matter how hard , I wanna get it . I won't get it . (:
so , let fate decides it all . whether to come ack or not .
Up to you , darlin' . I wanted to wait , I wanted to be same as the past .
don't tell me you're attached , don't tell me you love her .
don't tell me anything , I don't seems to be interested .
It only give me hurts & pains . Ryan , I trust you so much .
In the end , you're the one who wanna leave me .
what about those future we said happily ? It all gones.
Those times you asked me go home early , I remebered .
You don't like me talking to guys , made you jealous .
& now you treat me like this , don't you know I'm really hurt ?
Boy , I love you & I really do .
I'll love you till my very last breathe , I promised too .
So , let fate decides it all . :D
no matter what happen . I'll be able to take it , I promise .
I thought this is the love I wanted badly ,
but it proves me all wrong . you know I loved you deeply .
& you asked me to wait , I'll wait . & people told me you've stead .
don't you know how I feel ? yeaps , a knife stabbing my heart .
How crazy I am for you ? how hurtful it can ?
when you called someone "dear" . you don't know how it feels like .
How hardly I prayed for you to get back ,
yeaps , things that's mine it's mine . thing that don't belongs to me.
no matter how hard , I wanna get it . I won't get it . (:
so , let fate decides it all . whether to come ack or not .
Up to you , darlin' . I wanted to wait , I wanted to be same as the past .
don't tell me you're attached , don't tell me you love her .
don't tell me anything , I don't seems to be interested .
It only give me hurts & pains . Ryan , I trust you so much .
In the end , you're the one who wanna leave me .
what about those future we said happily ? It all gones.
Those times you asked me go home early , I remebered .
You don't like me talking to guys , made you jealous .
& now you treat me like this , don't you know I'm really hurt ?
Boy , I love you & I really do .
I'll love you till my very last breathe , I promised too .
So , let fate decides it all . :D
no matter what happen . I'll be able to take it , I promise .
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Sisters are forever . (:
This picture was taken outside fusion at bugis . :D
Although we ended , well . I still loves you .
how do you wanna treat me , up to you alr . (:
Yeaps , really okay . I know I've let you dissapointed .
I'm sorry . see you this coming friday ! :D
Hope my tears doesn't drip in front of you . :P
I LOVE SISTERS !
It's over between us . (:
Thanks for this love you've gave me , no matter what I do .
I'll wait for you , I LOVE YOU ! :D
Thanks for this love you've gave me , no matter what I do .
I'll wait for you , I LOVE YOU ! :D
Saturday, November 24, 2007
What a sunny afternoon . -.-
Ytd went down bugis , have some pictures to upload .
But I haven't got them . waiting to be send .
I know sisters are important to me . :D I enjoy myself ytd , went home around 8pm .
Around 7 , finished meeting . Rushed to take cab & jurong east .
& take mrt , LOL . Not enough money , hahah . Bought my black skinnie .
Zzzz . Was so sleepy in cab , almost fall alseep too . Baoberh also .
hahah , I finally met meiling stead & wanling sister ! :D
I love them both , hahah . Today went gym .
LOL , Early morning . reach there around 9 , Run for 1hour . (:
& headed for our breadfast , was kinda hungry .
Mom force me to run , Well . FINE ! :P
Weeweeeeets , at night going rounding ! hahah , we family .
Better then nothing lah , weeweeeeeets . Baby coming back soon .
I miss my patricia honeyyyyyyyyy! she flying off soon .
Sighs , tmr meeting her . she wants to eat pastamania :D
This will be the last meal , before she go overseas .
PATRICIA HONEY : you must take care hoh ! Muackkkkks <3
Friday, November 23, 2007
Baby , I hope you know I love you . (:
Just now , you talked nicely to me . :D
you said sorry , I'm touched .
You're not at fault my dearest . I know you cared for me .
It's seriously enough , you told me how much you loved me .
:DDDDDDDDDD . I'm glad , that you sweet talks to me .
Muacks, woaini . Goodnight babyyyyyyy .
Sleep early , oik oiks ! ^.^
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Taks taks . (:
Today dear say he'll not be online , FUCK . sad man .
don't know stay hostel , or what . LOL .
Well , anything bah . one day without him , Terrible .
-.- Today he didn't message me , I wander what's going on .
He didn't really contact me , Perhaps he's hinting me something ?
Just now went slacking at lam soon , Cher darling meeting me . (:
Talk talk talk , hahah . quite fun , after that . darling's boyf came .
Woahhhh , they damn sweet loh ! LOL , right darling ? hahah .
& Darling , just now we're playing . hahah . so funny ,
about whacking people , we both dislike the same person .
:DDDDD , you know who bah . (: But , too bad .
I can't whack , If not . Someone will find me & scold me .
hahahah , dumbies lah . (: Roarhhhhhhs.
I'm gonna rot at home , Baoberh called me . & asked me wanted to go out .
With her stead , ahhhhhhhhh. Everybody was , Boyf boyf boyf !
-.- Sorry baoberh , I couldn't accompany youuuuuuuu .
ENJOY ENJOY ! :D & all couples , wish everybody last longgggggg! :DDD
I'm gonna sleeeeep soon , Tired tired . ): I want RYANNNNNNNNNNN!
Today dear say he'll not be online , FUCK . sad man .
don't know stay hostel , or what . LOL .
Well , anything bah . one day without him , Terrible .
-.- Today he didn't message me , I wander what's going on .
He didn't really contact me , Perhaps he's hinting me something ?
Just now went slacking at lam soon , Cher darling meeting me . (:
Talk talk talk , hahah . quite fun , after that . darling's boyf came .
Woahhhh , they damn sweet loh ! LOL , right darling ? hahah .
& Darling , just now we're playing . hahah . so funny ,
about whacking people , we both dislike the same person .
:DDDDD , you know who bah . (: But , too bad .
I can't whack , If not . Someone will find me & scold me .
hahahah , dumbies lah . (: Roarhhhhhhs.
I'm gonna rot at home , Baoberh called me . & asked me wanted to go out .
With her stead , ahhhhhhhhh. Everybody was , Boyf boyf boyf !
-.- Sorry baoberh , I couldn't accompany youuuuuuuu .
ENJOY ENJOY ! :D & all couples , wish everybody last longgggggg! :DDD
I'm gonna sleeeeep soon , Tired tired . ): I want RYANNNNNNNNNNN!
Ask yourself how much you missed me .
A simple message , is it so difficult ?
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Hey'ah .
Ytd was terrible . ): Cried after I off-lined .
Sighs , don't you know how powerful that word can be ?
It's okay if people called me that , But . you're the one I loved so much .
& you called me that , I'll remember it in heart .
I promised okay . I know It's my fault scolding you . when you're in bad mood .
I'm really sorry . But , for everything . can't you stop using that word ?
It makes me out of a fool , damnnnnnnn .
Ytd , talking on phone . Yes , you give me a soft tone .
you said I was giving attitude , & I really didn't . My mood isn't good too .
But , I've to try & get back my attitude when It's the past .
Baby , I did it becas of your own good .
Maybe you should say me unreasonable or naive .
Up to you . As long as I know what's happening & I could control my self .
You know , you've to control your temper . If not , people will get scared .
Really , seriously . I need your shoulder to lend an accompany .
There's alot for me to say . I kept silence , till when I'm not able to take it .
I'll say it hard , say it loud . Everyone has attitude & temper .
Once you've know how to control , trust me . Everything is fine .
I'm really glad , that you said you can't be able to break with me .
Well , I hope it all came out from your heart . As you know ,
I told you to find back your ex . I didn't mean it ,
I didn't know It cause such big blow to you . Ahhhhhhhh ,
I know even know what am I thinking now . No one understands me well .
No one , If only . Someone who understands me , It'd be cher . (:
I LOVE YOU MY DARLING ! I know you're always there .
You said , you'll lend me a shoulder to hang on . You did . :D
You're forever my best best pubor darling ah ! :D <33
& Yes , Ryan . I do love you .
Oh , and . at night around 6plus .
I was sleeping . Zzzz , 3guys came up my house .
Whatever it is , I don't know who are they . I was sleeping .
& My grandmother fuck one , keep kbkp .
Cb , I don't even know who are they . they asked my sis to ask me wake up.
How daring are they man , they think their king ah ? -.-
After they went off , gradmother say what . I have 3boyfriends .
I fucking dulan , although I'm not awake . I scolded & talk back grandmother .
LOL , she keept saying what later come my house rob us or whatever.
We also aren't rich kids , what's there to be afraid . Crazy .
& I don't anyfriend which wore specs or whatever , nuts .
I still can't figure out who they are . Zzzz . Whatever .
Words came out of my mouth .
When I didn't mean it .
Babyyyyyyys , (:
Yawns , today woke up early :D
Baby message me . LOL ! Actually I was damn sleepy .
hahah , (: I woke up ans wanted to go wanling mother's house .
Thennnn , still early . Forget it .
Sleep awhile more , about 9plus , she message me . (:
& told me she was at downstairs , I asked her come up .
then , headed her house after that .
Slack slack . WATCH PORN AGAIN ! -.-
hahah , she don't wanna watch . I force her to .
LOL , awhile . about afternoon . Rachel,isabell,eunice they all came .
hahah , still watching . Ahhhhhhh , was damn tired .
Went bed & rested . Around 3plus headed lan shop . (:
5.15 left there & headed home .
Goodgirl right , haha . of cas lah ! :D
Now eating laksa , FUCK ! Damn spicy . -.-
I'll try to eat finish all , hahah .
Take care ! :D
MUACKKKKKKKKKS.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Why did it all happen ? Why did you let me know ? Don't you know , once I've know . What will I feel ?
you're afraid of a call , I'm afraid of her . Taking you back .
Do you think I love to use that tone & talk to you ? I don't .
Sighs , I felt so restless when I know it .
I feel like giving you both happiness , I know I can't give you happiness .
Twist it over , If you was me . What will you feel ?
Great , Good ? Oh , give me a break . -.-
I know that wasn't what you feel , you don't know how afraid I am .
Afraid that , you will leave me somehow in what reasons .
Once you text me that message , I was in a big shock .
Didn't know what to reply you , I can only say "okay, Alright"
What else can I say ? "why did you wanna do that?" Or what ?
I trust you , I believe you , I've faith in you .
I know you won't do things that will hurt me , I know you're faithful .
In the past , you told me you don't love her . I know .
But now , I kept thinking far away . Maybe it was a lie ?
I don't know . Baby, do what your heart tells you .
I don't know . Baby, do what your heart tells you .
Don't care how much people loved you , your heart's answer is always the truth .
trust me , don't step wrong happiness & lead you to a path without love .
Once you're awake , tell me the answer again .
I promise you , no matter what decision you made .
I've no comments & no reaction . (:
I know I love you deeply , but I couldn't hold you down forever.
As , I did all these things cas I love you . Now , you must play apart .
Choose who do you wanna be with .
Choose who do you wanna be with .
If this love , I couldn't even make it survive .
I'm a fucking failure . In all my r/s , this was the most serious I took it as .
I'm a fucking failure . In all my r/s , this was the most serious I took it as .
follow your heart , follow your heart , follow your heart .
That will give you an answer .
Saturday, November 17, 2007
This picture above is 1year ago . (:
Hey'oh Fuckeronahs !
. (: I'm quite bored here , I'm always the earliest one wake up .
Hohohos , so can use comp loh . :D
I fucking hate when someone showes attitude on me , Fucking ass .
Well , I don't give a damn right . -.-
Sighs , chloe my sister have got into trouble .
Sighs , chloe my sister have got into trouble .
I really wanted to help you , but I don't know how to .
I only can teach you afew skill to fight , I couldn't help you fight .
As , they're also my sisters . So , Sister all the best alright .
I've faith in you . (: I love you ! :D
Ryan Chong ah , do you know I fucking miss you ?
Fuck you , bet you don't know . you this dumb dumb ,
stupid ryan . Always bully me onlyyyyyyyyyyy!
hahah . Anyway , I love you alright boy ! <3
Friday, November 16, 2007
This picture above , is not my "ahems" okay . It belongs to my mother . LOL .
Nowadays , busy studying maths . sighs , hardly blogged . ):
Yeahhhhhhhhhhs! Finally school over , no more studies .
& I can enjoy my holidays alr . (: My hairrrrrr , wahaha .
3colours , brown,red,blonde . :D Just did finish my blonde .
Help sis dyed abit , she said was like natural . Hahah .
Didn't finish the whole bottle of colour , & throwed away . Wasted lah . -.-
Ehhhhhh . tmr don't know where to go ! Boreddddd .
(: I wanna sleep ! Finally can sleep late late alr loh . I'm damn happy .
Having sore throat now , Fuck it . & I kept eating chocolates .
LOL . Hahah , nothing to blog alr . Later bibi & winnie coming up my house .
Lots of Loves *
How much for me to remember .
How hardly I've love you , how truly I am to you .
Life without , no more happiness for me .
I needed you badly , to be there for me always .
Accompany me , doting me , pampering me .
Baby , I know you've give in alot to me .
Really thanks for everything , this love I'll cherished (:
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
When I turn & look into your eyes ..
Oh , today went swimming with baoberh . (:
Cck swimming complex , when home after school .
Reach home around 12plus , headed out inter & waited for baoberh .
Around 1plus . (: yah , swim swim swim .
& There's not much people there , can swim as we like .
Around 2plus , got one girl sitting on the swimming pool there .
I smiled at her , (: She come down .
& told me & baoberh that she don't know how to swim .
I was like , LOL ! She look like swimmer , damn tanned .
baoberh & I was stunt-ed . hahah . so , we took time & taught her .
HOW TO SWIM ! =x Can you believe it ?
I was catching her leg , & told her how to kick all those stuffs .
baoberh was more patient . :D played with her , Intro & all . (:
Hahah , she's called jennifer ! :D Well well , make friends loh .
:xD Swim swim swim & swim ! Yawns , damn tired .
Was out of breath okay , My stamina kept dropping .
Fuck up one . don't know what happen .
She say she stomachache , & we asked whether she needs to go home anot ?
Scared us mannnnnnnnn , so . Swim till around 6 like that .
Oh fuck , forget about baby . -.- I kept my phone & bag in locker .
LOL . When I go and collect , baby was calling me . =x
Awww , very sorry . I didn't see the time . Went bathe all that .
Around 6.45 like that , headed yew tee & get our dinner eaten .
Slacked around at yew tee's block awhile . Baoberh accompany me to bus stop.
Took bus home , reach home around 7.45pm . Zzzz ,
Tired tired . I miss baby !
& Oh yah , My face become rounder & rounder ahhhhhhhhhh ?
): I asked baby , whether is that true . He ask me eat lesser !
Fine fine fine ! Roars . )':
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
I belong to me , you belong to me . (:
And , Ryan belongs to meeeeeeeeee! :D
hahah , dumb husband . :P
I told him that my face is getting rounder .
He ask me eat lesser , heyhey ! I'm gonna be fitter than him .
I can one ! :P I going gym & Swimming tmrrrrrrr . :D
My face is as round as the moonnnnn ): I'm gonna be tanned soon .
Arghhhs , damn . hahah , baby says he's fair ! :D
Oh oh , kinda white bah . =x I'm sure my face is whiter than his .
(: Confirm one ! heh , Baby want invent a song for meee .
LOL . "u belong me yea, i belong to u yea, u r my everything, renee my obsession"
Cute sial him . hahah ! :D
Yawns , later dad sleeping with me . can't call baby ! ):
Blahhhhhh , I miss him fucking much can !
Well well , this few days kept slacking at cck .
Lazy go other places , too far le loh . =x
And , Ryan belongs to meeeeeeeeee! :D
hahah , dumb husband . :P
I told him that my face is getting rounder .
He ask me eat lesser , heyhey ! I'm gonna be fitter than him .
I can one ! :P I going gym & Swimming tmrrrrrrr . :D
My face is as round as the moonnnnn ): I'm gonna be tanned soon .
Arghhhs , damn . hahah , baby says he's fair ! :D
Oh oh , kinda white bah . =x I'm sure my face is whiter than his .
(: Confirm one ! heh , Baby want invent a song for meee .
LOL . "u belong me yea, i belong to u yea, u r my everything, renee my obsession"
Cute sial him . hahah ! :D
Yawns , later dad sleeping with me . can't call baby ! ):
Blahhhhhh , I miss him fucking much can !
Well well , this few days kept slacking at cck .
Lazy go other places , too far le loh . =x
Ryan , you're mine .
Fucking mine , dumb dumb husband .
aku cinta kau .
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Hey you ! (: .
Hahahah , Roarhhhhs .
Hahahah , Roarhhhhs .
Actually wanted to meet viona dearest after school de . ):
But , dad asked me go home . he wanted me to accompany him go out .
Zzzz , ): ! I wanna get my shades from viona dearest . :D
I'll meet her tmr If possible , MUACKS. dearest , wait for me !
:DDDD Winnie mother "brought" things for me . (:
So sweet of her lah , hahah , meeting her later .
If can . :P I miss her soso much ! Just now had a call from baoberh .
She asked me if whether I wanna go CWP .
Roarhhs , I've to wait for dad come home first ! ><
Awww , Zzz . stupid stupid .
I'm kinda unlucky today , sighs.
Don't wanna talk about it le . ): Cas of morningggggggggg !
Blehs , Lastly . I love my shiyu sis ! Heh heh , she's always be there .
My dearest sisterrrrrrrrrr! :D :D :D :D :D :D
And , this few days I kept sleeping & sleeping .
Like pig sial , hahah. Now going back sleeeeeeeeeep again ! Nights .
don't shed tears cas of me ,
cas I might not be perfect .
But I know that , I truly love you .
The more I look at your picture , the more I cried .
Tell myself , how much I've been missing you always .
Tell myself , how much I love you how deeply .
How I wish to talk to you 24hours .
I don't mind if I get not enough sleep .
The song , you sang . The sweet things you planned ,
I keep rewinding the past over & over again .
I held your hands & walked together .
I want you to hug me as tight as before , like what you did exactly .
So , baby . don't doubt this love alright .
Cas , you'll know I love you so .
Every morning we message each other & prepared going school .
After school , you didn't message me . I'll start worrying about you .
Kept messaging & messaging your dad's phone .
. (: & I still rmb , when I was in lock up .
How worried was you , I was really touched .
I thought you'll play & don't care about me .
But , It prove me wrong . From that day , I knew that I was a impt person to you .
I'm really very glad . (: And happy , I'm happy .
That , I've you . I really cherish .
070907 , It's forever true .
Ryan and Renee .
Friday, November 9, 2007
Hellos hellos . :D
Errrrr , today went & see doctor . ):
geng one sick de only . :P
Went homeeeeeee , relax relax .
then video called winnie mother , she ask me wanna come out slack .
okay loh , very bored mah . (:
Went lam soooooooooon , then went up wanling house . ^^
hahaha , dance dance ! Shake it all .
AHEMS* and then , watch jap porn ! LOL .
Everybody was enjoying . =x
Hahaha , wanling , bibi , winnie & meeeeeeeee. :P
All girls somemore , bibi horny liao sial .
=x Anyhow touch touch , hahaha .
Winnie so paiseh . =x keep on saying don't want see .
In the end lea ? also see .
WINNIE MOTHER : DON'T SHY SHY LAH ! NEXT TIME I WATCH WITH YOU.
hahaha , :D tmr going swimmingggggggg . I want black black skin ! :P
tmr going swimming with bibi baobao . <3
then go gym , build up body muscle . :D
I miss my dearest ryan alot . Sighs ..
He didn't message me now ? Fuck , I really miss him alot & alot .
Arghhh , I love you baby !
Errrrr , today went & see doctor . ):
geng one sick de only . :P
Went homeeeeeee , relax relax .
then video called winnie mother , she ask me wanna come out slack .
okay loh , very bored mah . (:
Went lam soooooooooon , then went up wanling house . ^^
hahaha , dance dance ! Shake it all .
AHEMS* and then , watch jap porn ! LOL .
Everybody was enjoying . =x
Hahaha , wanling , bibi , winnie & meeeeeeeee. :P
All girls somemore , bibi horny liao sial .
=x Anyhow touch touch , hahaha .
Winnie so paiseh . =x keep on saying don't want see .
In the end lea ? also see .
WINNIE MOTHER : DON'T SHY SHY LAH ! NEXT TIME I WATCH WITH YOU.
hahaha , :D tmr going swimmingggggggg . I want black black skin ! :P
tmr going swimming with bibi baobao . <3
then go gym , build up body muscle . :D
I miss my dearest ryan alot . Sighs ..
He didn't message me now ? Fuck , I really miss him alot & alot .
Arghhh , I love you baby !
My baby ,
My everything . you've take away .
Thursday, November 8, 2007
你是我的一切 , 我最爱的人 .
Rmb me , is what I want .
I don't think anyone , but you .
My mind , it's all about you my dearest .
Times we quarrelled , It breaks my heart . <3
When you're happy , I heard your laughter . (:
When you're angry , I heard your scoldings .
Stay beside me , always . :D
Ryan chong zhen yu , wo ai ni !
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Today went home straight after school . :D
Have to go jurong headquarters at 2pm . Zzzz .
So , Shiyu sis & I went lam soon to slack after school .
Around 12pm , went home & get washed .
Went out alr , I waited for mom downstairs to get my lunch .
& took cab to jurong hq , reach there .
Have to wait awhile more , till the police officer called our names .
LOL , just sign documents only . -.-
They said that the results has not been out yet .
Wth , ): If the results were ready , they will call us .
Mom & I took cab to jp . Walked walked .
Ate swenses , (: hahaha . then brought afew clothes home . ^^
I brought my perfumeeeeeeee , nice nice ! :D
I kept finding for so long , it cost around 60plus . (:
Well , headed home after that . & Mom headed back offine .
LOL , I was damn emo can . (:
sasa called me , & I asked her whether she wanna come cck & find me .
She say alright . (: hahaha , yays . got people accompany me le .
Muackkkkkkks , I love her . sasa my cutiepie (:
Have to go jurong headquarters at 2pm . Zzzz .
So , Shiyu sis & I went lam soon to slack after school .
Around 12pm , went home & get washed .
Went out alr , I waited for mom downstairs to get my lunch .
& took cab to jurong hq , reach there .
Have to wait awhile more , till the police officer called our names .
LOL , just sign documents only . -.-
They said that the results has not been out yet .
Wth , ): If the results were ready , they will call us .
Mom & I took cab to jp . Walked walked .
Ate swenses , (: hahaha . then brought afew clothes home . ^^
I brought my perfumeeeeeeee , nice nice ! :D
I kept finding for so long , it cost around 60plus . (:
Well , headed home after that . & Mom headed back offine .
LOL , I was damn emo can . (:
sasa called me , & I asked her whether she wanna come cck & find me .
She say alright . (: hahaha , yays . got people accompany me le .
Muackkkkkkks , I love her . sasa my cutiepie (:
Baby , HAPPY 2nd MONTH !
I love you forever . (:
I heard echos & echos of your name ..
Every single night , your shadow was with me .
Seeing your faces in the moonlight .
Sometimes I really admire you , alot . alot .
Somethings seems to really jealous me .
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
This was done by my cute little real blood sis . LOL . -.- She did this during night time , cute sial ! :P
Thanks sis !
Monday, November 5, 2007
Hellos hellos ! :D
I'm just back from schoooooool . (:
tmr met shiyu sis at 7.2o . Finally can sleep awhile moreee . (:
After school , went played pool in school . With sis , Ms chua .
Hahahaha , after school . Cher darling called me . :D
I ask her whether wanna meet me at choa chu kang .
Took bus & alight at south view bus stop .
Took 300 & went lam soonnnnn . :D
Waited for darling , (: Weeeeeeeet . She came alr .
hahaha , at first she coudn't find the place .
=x I didn't apply make up , Fuck weird .
LOL . After awhile , she left & headed to semb .
Well , Sis & me headed home . (:
Sis heading panjang plaza later , sad I didn't go .
Roarhhhhhhhhhs , & here . I've 2sticks , OF ' Ahems '
Hahaha . :D
I'm happyyyyyyyy , Muackkkkks!
I love RYAN , & I really love himmmmmm .
Baby , muacks muacks !
Hellos babyyyyyyyyyy . (:
Skip school today , was damn bored alright .
Zzzz , went home around 11plus . changed & everything .
Slacked out with friends around lamsoonnnnnnn .
12plus went home & get bathe , changed .
Headed mrt station & waited for vivian baoberh . :D
Headed bugis , as we're having meeting .
When down late , baobao called me . & said jiangshi they all reach le .
the moment we aboard , we rushhhhhhh .
LOL . sure kena scolding one . (: Went MOS burger ,
So many people . -.- hahaha , sat downnn .
& waiting for fiona sis to arrive . (: then after everyone came .
went fusion & talkkkkk . Meeting meeting , till around 6plus .
Headed homeeeeeee , goodgirl right ?
after meeting I straight away message baby . ):
As he didn't message me , I was so afraid that he doesn't wants me . ):
Sobs . I love you hon baby !
Upload more photos tmr . (: Goodbye , loveeeeeeeeeeee !
Skip school today , was damn bored alright .
Zzzz , went home around 11plus . changed & everything .
Slacked out with friends around lamsoonnnnnnn .
12plus went home & get bathe , changed .
Headed mrt station & waited for vivian baoberh . :D
Headed bugis , as we're having meeting .
When down late , baobao called me . & said jiangshi they all reach le .
the moment we aboard , we rushhhhhhh .
LOL . sure kena scolding one . (: Went MOS burger ,
So many people . -.- hahaha , sat downnn .
& waiting for fiona sis to arrive . (: then after everyone came .
went fusion & talkkkkk . Meeting meeting , till around 6plus .
Headed homeeeeeee , goodgirl right ?
after meeting I straight away message baby . ):
As he didn't message me , I was so afraid that he doesn't wants me . ):
Sobs . I love you hon baby !
Upload more photos tmr . (: Goodbye , loveeeeeeeeeeee !
I LOVE YOU , RYAN .
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Ytd was winnie mother birthday . (:
happy birthday mother ! I brought her , a musical box . :D
That she likes , heh. Good right ? :D
Met mother around 2plus , headed west mall first .
then met selyn & vivian there , brought her present there too .
after that , went taka & ordered birthday cake .
Black foresttttt , (: headed cineleisure after that .
Bored bored , no one can ! But luckily baby,huihuis they all there . (:
Went & find them , talk talk . Oh my , It'd been 112354676years .
Since I saw my yuayin baby ! Went & hug her straight . (:
Weeeeweeeeets , muacks muacks . Hugged my huihui sc too !
heh heh, then jiaxin darling called me & asked where am I .
I told her I'm in cine , she say she'll come over around 7 & find us .
Oh , okay . I didn't really talked to her much recently .
Hardly see her okay ! hahaha , then slacked till around 7plus .
More & more people arrived , Merrier lea .
hahaha , Jiaxin darling came ! Uh , oh . My dearest darling .
Wow , She was damn pretty okay ! Changed alot cuter alr . (:
7.30 , went to taka & take care . there was , jiaxin,jongyang,winnie,me .
bibi met us at taka . (: hahaha , damn funny .
& My darling jiaxin was veryyyyyyyy cute .
Kept taking the cake & walk here & there .
Wherever she go , the cake is always with her .
HAHAHAHA! :D then went in cheers , & brought condom .
LOL ! & put in the cake , hahaha . Damnnn suprise cannnn . :P
Cute sial , that was darling's idea ! wahahaha . cute & naughty side of her .
Talk and talk with darling , I find that I can always talk to her man .
hahaha , feel so easy when I was with her . (:
I saw joel they all , chua sai man ! My ex-schoolmateeeeeeee .
hahaha , funny . I was like , shockedddddd .
Weeeweeeets , I enjoy myself . (:
10.30pm , dad came cine & fetch me homeeeeeeee .
Omg , was very tireddddd . went home & bathe , winnie called me .
She say that bibi got taiji , I was like . OMFG !
What happen mannnnnnnnn , -.-
Nevermind nevermind , I bathe & got into beddddd .
But , something can't makes me go to sleeeeeeeeep .
I was hungry , LOL ! ate only cake for dinner .
So , I told Mom I was hungry . She asked dad to bring me out & eat .
And then , went bukit batok & have our supper . :D
hahaha , reach home around 1plus . headed beddddddd .
ahhhhhhh , don't care . But sure will fat one loh ! Zzzzz .
Now's 11.36am , I'm heading grandmother's house soonnnnn .
Blog again tmr . (:
Muchloves*
That sweet kisses of yours .
Warms my heart .
& I'll never let go ..
Friday, November 2, 2007
bahboooooooos !
:D Today woke up later abit , cas meeting shiyu sis 7.20 . (:
School life , I argued with mother this morning .
I'm showing her my fuck up attitude .
She don't wanna let me go tmr .
Winnie's birthday party , I was like . very hotttttttttt !
I didn't talked to her much , I told her I don't wanna go school later .
She say ' you better go ' . I don't want go , she couldn't care what .
Talk so much for ? -.- All bullshits .
& Lastly , my dad ! he's the unreasonable one , always don't wanna let me out .
I stayed at home for one week , didn't went out .
What else ue want ? you tell me lah .
Lameeeee , After school I message Mom .
I ask her , tmr can go anot . she said at night ask dad again .
She say ' this morning so rude to me , what must you say ? '
LOL . I was like ' I'm sorry , Mother . let me go tmr '
hahahaha , =x Damnnnnnnnnnnn funny .
Just now I was fitting which dress to wear tmr .
All was like shit ! Awww , I think tmr not wearing dress ?
Perhaps my yellow skinnieeeeeeeee ? Weeweeeeeeets .
I don't know lah , tmr then see .
& I don't even know can go tmr anot . Wtf . ):
I really wanted to go lohhhhhh , I can't stand when I'm at home .
I need my sisters & girlfs badlyyyyy .
Ytd Mom brought me hi-card , to call overseas .
Woah , nice man . I called baby at night . (:
Have a nice chat , but not used to it using house phone . (:
cas mostly is people called me & chat , I didn't called anyone .
Unless using handphone , hahaha . dua sai mannnnnn .
:DDDD tmr alot of people going downnnnn !
I wanna stay out late , at night ask dad & fetch me loh .
Simple as that . (: Vivian also goingggggg , Happy happy !
Tmr I think I heading cine straight , not going bugis bah .
depends , (: Sisters ! I miss ue all . Hope to see you all tmrrrrrr .
Muacks muackkkkkkkkks!
No one could replace you in my heart .
Consolle me , make me feel alright .
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Hey babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees !
I didn't go out for a very long time alr . ):
Awww , Fuck man .
This saturday , winnie mother birthday .
& I'm gonna enjoy myself . Yeaps , this will be a memorable day for ue , Mom .
hahahaha! :D I'm asking alot of people go . (:
So funnnnnn , I hope I can stay as late as possible .
Yeaps , so mom . Please give me much more freedom on that day .
(: Today nothing special , tmr going schooooooooooooool .
3weeks , how am I gonna survive ? -.-
So so , today woke up early too . (:
Tmr I wanna go outttttttt , hope I can .
Today after school desiree & Shiyu came my house .
Yeah , I've to entertain themmmmmm .
Shiyu was drunk , by th alcohol that I gave her .
Desiree drank afew slips . (: & she don't like . hahaha .
Me myself , Don't like tooooooooo. :P Ooooops .
Hmms , I called fiona sis today . Vivian wanna come back siao . (:
We all welcomes her okay . (: She's such a good fighter , :D
I need her to coach me with fighting in future , Well .
BAOBERH ! I love you , no matter what . We're a forever . =x
hahaha . Tmr friday alr . (: This whole week didn't went out .
Weeeweeeeeeets , am I a great good girl ?
Oh yeahs , I'm thick skinnnnnnnnnnnnnn .
I'm short tempered now , for some reasons =/
Eheh , not revealing what happen to me . (:
No worries peoples , I'll be fine in no time .
& SHIYU SIS ! you better take care uh , no wine/beer for you . =x
Never again , you kept vomiting . My heart broken le lahhhhh . )':
I LOVE YOU !
Your hands made me horny .
你给的那个吻 .
你可能不知道我付出了多少 .
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